Can't take my eyes off from you

I am loving @ Tuesday, May 27, 2008

My solution is not to be anybody's anyone.
Anyone's anybody.
But it doesn't seem to work.

Because.
All along, I only have one role. One role that monopolises my life.
And it will stay this way.
Untilidunnowhen.

So whose problem is it anyway?
More towards me.
=)

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Ya. So if there's one thing you're ever gonna envy about me.
It's the amount of misfortune i have.
so. nonono.
Because it's just too ridiculous beyond humanity.

Give me a thousand tulips, but I cant promise a smile.
Give me a thousand roadblocks, and I'll say been there, done that.
But no, seriously, no.
Be really jealous of me for staying sane in this insane place.

Christine. This could only be the start of something bigger.
20 years and it wasnt your life.
And it'll never be.
For the rest of it.

Just remember, all you can ever get from me.
Is misfortune.
So, still staying?

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Saturday, May 17, 2008

Scream out all the ways you notice
The past is gone, forget what you had
If you’re the only one who knows it
Then you can’t come back to me, I know
Do whispers of lovers always hold you way
Underneath the tide in our minds?

Don’t you wish you were?
Don’t you wish I was?
Something more than mystery to uncover
Don’t you wish I was?
Don’t you wish we were?
Lovers without distance from each other

You say you believe in all this
But you can’t pretend for the sake of faith
Are we the only ones who mean it?
For all you give you take from me

Don’t you wish you were?
Don’t you wish I was?
Something more than mystery to uncover
Don’t you wish I was?
Don’t you wish we were?
Lovers without distance from each other
And I had wished you were
And I had wished we were
Lovers without distance, distance from each other

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Tuesday, May 13, 2008

I am not who you think I am.
I am not what you think I am.
It starts from day 1.
And continues till now.

Please.
Why can't we just be friends?

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Friday, May 09, 2008

always remember, life is not how many breaths you take, it's how many moments take your breath away. love you dear. says:
did i ever tell you you look beautiful??

always remember, life is not how many breaths you take, it's how many moments take your breath away. love you dear. says:
you are so beautiful dear

always remember, life is not how many breaths you take, it's how many moments take your breath away. love you dear. says:
even in level one

always remember, life is not how many breaths you take, it's how many moments take your breath away. love you dear. says:
i love you christine toh lay koon

always remember, life is not how many breaths you take, it's how many moments take your breath away. love you dear. says:
aka my dear dear my xine

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Sunday, May 04, 2008

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seep from my veins
Let me be empty and, oh, weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Saturday, May 03, 2008

"You hypocrite, first take the plank our of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye" (Matthew 7:5).

Sometimes I cant help but wonder

Why is it that I've started ordering hind meat for my chicken rice.

Why is it that my eyes will keep a lookout for shirts in sizes 15.5 and pants 34 inches.

Why is it that I stand outside a bike shop and stare in bewilderment at the assortments of parts and accessories.

Why is it that I'll leave the cream side of an Oreo untouched.

Cos even if words hurt like a million pins and needles.

You're my best half.

I won't let our love die in the heat of a battle. Nor will it die at the bottom of a wall it couldn't climb.