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I am loving @ Tuesday, February 26, 2008
And so i met up with Raymond today.

This is the 5th year I've known him.

I love him. A lot.

Together with the rest of the boys.

I'm so proud of them of what they've acheived.

I'm so proud that some of them have graduated and moving on to the next stage of their life.

I'm so happy for them that.

I cried. Tears of joy.



And I should stop focusing on how much i love them.

Because, really, the bigger picture is how much they love me back in return.

Even after so many years.

Even after the many many bad vibes i sent them.

They are still there.

THEY ARE STILL THERE.

And never were their doors closed. Once.

In their subtle yet powerful ways.

Darren looked out for me in JC.

Ivan showed me his architectural designs.

KH told me to quit being negative.

Yixian still bother to remember my birthday.

Rays still remember how he started calling me nanny.

And someone should give QL an Oscar for Best Supporting Friend.



How can I ever ever let them go?

I guess I really never wanna do.

I'm just

Scared.

Afraid.

That one day they'll just be outta my life.

Because reasons do not exist in this world.




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