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I am loving @ Sunday, December 30, 2007
2 more days mark our 14th year.






14 years.






Gosh.






How could words suffice the friendship that we share?















































































--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Tuesday, December 18, 2007
why DO I PUT IN SO MUCH EFFORT
WHY DO I EVEN CARE
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TO TURN UP
WHEN MY HEAD DOESNT EVEN CARE
WHY SHOULD I STAY SO COMMITTED
WAD'S THE POINT?
WHY IS IT WATEVER I DO U'RE ALWAYS BLACK FACE
WHY IS IT WE CANT BE NORMAL??
WHY IS IT THAT U ALWAYS WISH U WERE SOMEWHERE ELSE THAN TO SEE ME THERE
WHY IS IT U HATE ME SO MUCH SO THAT EVEN MY EXISTENCE IRKS U
WAT IS IT ABOUT ME THAT'S SO UNBEARABLE TO U
WHY'RE U DOING THIS TO ME
WHY

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Saturday, December 15, 2007
all i want for christmas
is for all the hostility to stop.
i've already said my sorries.
Dear Lord please grant me strength.
Amen.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Friday, December 14, 2007
"I don't care about the status. I don't care what I mean to you. I only know that I want you to be safe and stay happy. I don't love you. I need you."

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Monday, December 03, 2007
They say people of different character traits can still be together so long as they have the resolve.

I should have realised that no amount of iron-hard resolve from my side can ever sustain what we had.

I have the innate ability to love someone. He has the innate ability to hate someone.

How different can we get?

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