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I am loving @ Thursday, November 30, 2006
Now that's two nights without proper sleep.
And I was late for work.
And my punishment was to finish this packet of raisins and cranberries.
Haha.
I need to start packing.
Last time i checked it's 5 degree celsius there.
Brr.
And I thought I was freezing in my office.


I guess it wasn't so much of missing what you love to do.
It is the dependence.
And vulnerability.
And inconvenience.
You'll be invincible again I'm sure.
So BE OPTIMISTIC.
=)

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Wednesday, November 29, 2006
" I hoped you enjoyed today."
"Of course, the drinks were fantastic, the food was great, and DXO rocks."
" By the way, what happened just now?"
" Oh. Nothing. Just a little emotional. Haha. That's all."


I didn't tell you.
That i was locked out yesterday.


No matter what happens
I just want our times to be filled with joy and laughter
So
if you're still frustrated/angry/hurt/pissed-off while reading this
I just wanna say
That has been a misunderstanding.
It was never you.
If you can tolerate reading further,
and it's because I doubt there can be a chance of meeting up this week,
I've been wanting to tell you
I'm leaving for Shanghai on the 5th
and I'll be back on the 11th


Hurt happens both ways.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Monday, November 27, 2006
Is this how you talk to somebody whom u've not seen for a couple of months?
When i first saw you i thought i was looking at a whore.
And you spoke in such a taunting manner.
It was as if I owed my life to you.
Of course.
I owed 7 months of friendship to you.
But it doesnt matter to you.
Because you don't think of me as much as I think of you.
I didnt disappear for 7 months to have a holiday in the Bahamas.
So i'm in no way indebted to you.
And get this.
I'm not seeking a superficial friendship with you.
Because I've had enough of them.
For the past 2 years.

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i actually dun like the welcome page of my blog. Those words. I wished i could've changed them. And then i realised that it's a picture. argh.

I hate blisters. I mean, I still can walk, but it's more of a waddle. Guess my first paycheck has to go to a pair of Kumfs now.

I have to unravel the mystery. But how? It's been 7 months technically.

But you and I know.
It's actually been 2 years.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Saturday, November 25, 2006
There were only 5 people.
You were one of them.
Of course you are nice.
But you were inside.
You must have been someone special.
Someone.
I could have felt something different for.

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