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I am loving @ Saturday, January 21, 2006
Grandma's gone. Hmm. Not that I have much memory of her. And I only know today that she's 93.

For the first time in my life I saw my paternal relatives. Alright make that second. Probably the last time I've seen them was when i was one month old. There werent many of us, considering my grandma only had three children. Not surprisingly, I was the 2nd youngest grandchild she had. Alright la I guess. I still managed to talk to some cousins, who were in their 30s and 40s, answering questions such as "still schooling?" "in secondary school or JC?". Making small talk wasnt that uncomfortable for me anymore. If I were younger I would have probably wished I could hide in a hole than face them.

One particular person's behaviour totally pissed me off. Her temperament and whining really reflects how 'well' she was brought-up. If she werent older than me I would have given her a big slap.

Tomorrow I'm going Mandai Crematorium. Mum told me that it's further than the Mandai Zoo. And I have to walk from Tanjong Pagar to God-knows-where before I can board the bus. White tee with pinned blue cloth. That's all I'm wearing these 3 days.

Goodbye Grandma. I know Dad's gonna miss u lots.

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