Can't take my eyes off from you

I am loving @ Sunday, October 23, 2005

sian. never go church today. now i'm not feeling right. shouldnt have skipped. but i cant do anything else with this throbbing headache. man. do pw do till headache. most prolly i slept late last night.
some ppl are really not your effort la. some retarded flamers. Ha~. Ivan's right. i wouldnt want to stoop to their level. that'll be so depressing.
i dunno how to start studying chinese. there's nothing to study. haiz.
and i'm pissing everyone. sometimes i just dun wanna respond to you so that u two can talk. have some kinda communication. and realise that children will one day leave you but never your spouse. dun tell me after 30 years of marriage u still wanna divorce. life's not meant to be this way.
and i dun wanna piss anymore. if i cant spread good, neither should i be spreading evil. that's so terrible. u're letting arbi ruin your life, girl.
can i still believe in one thing dear Lord? the proportion of good ppl is more than the bad in this world.
any drugs available to induce partial memory loss? i wanna forget year 2005 and 2006 of my life.

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