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I am loving @ Saturday, October 29, 2005
Haha. Having a pharmacist sister is so much fun. Free samples of Colgate toothpaste, Follow Me Shampoo, Maybelline lip gloss, Olay moisturising cream... Cupboard's bursting with toiletries. Lol.
Only this time she'd gotten a free condom. "Contempo Rough Rider Condom" it reads. But wait. Not just any condom. But studded condoms. And the packaging has this Manga looking babe in a tight leather skinsuit.
Ewww. Studded condoms not my stuff, seriously.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Friday, October 28, 2005
wa lao eh.
LOL. MITCH IS THE DUMBEST FLAMER I"VE EVER MET IN MY LIFE.
She flames until so put of point that she really gives flaming a new name.
HAHA. But she's irritating la. And sounds whiny. And likes to call you as "euuu".
LOL. Lesser creatures. They either amuse my life. Or destroy my life. Big deal.
For more information.Do check out SonGs blog for some serious blasting. lol. ciaO~

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Thursday, October 27, 2005
I definitely have to resit Chinese. Haiz. No syllabus to study. Went MP library just now. Kaoz. Freezing cold. Popped over to PP. Didnt see Why Axe there. Didnt see Bao yi there. Wander around and around
And around
And around.

I guess. I won't rant anymore. Okay. Maybe the occasional rantings about homework and stuff but.
There can't be any major problem out there will there?

Argh. I definitely don't like to wake up before the sun wakes up.

I'm gonna be a J2 student.
Wait for me my beloveds. I'm staying on because of you.


--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Wednesday, October 26, 2005
So it has come to this. E for maths. D for econs. D for chemistry. C5 for gp. C6 for mother tongue. I'm promoted. Not marginally. But i passed every single subject. Note this. I never said I passed well.

" 237 and you go manjusri? You're wasting your life there man. You heard of the gangsterism there? You want to spend 4 years of your life surrounded by ah huays and chao ah bengs?"
" You better do well there I'm telling you. You'll be a total disgrace to me if you're not the top 10% of your cohort."

Adults love statistics. They feel secured knowing that there're numbers to ascertain the high-lows of life.

"Your class expected MSG for chemistry is B3, according to your PSLE scores."

Figures again. Next comes the hypocrisy.

" Her first, second, third, fourth choices all cannot enter. Have to go all the way to Manjusri. Dunno what happen to her. Tell her to study well to get into a nearby school. Now have to go Manjusri. So inaccessible! Have to walk so far to the nearest bus stop."
"That's the problem of going to a neighbourhood school. You guys have goaless futures. People in top schools are already discussing about entering Princeton College."

It's repeating. This all-too-familiar of feeling's back.
Only this time. I dun have 4F.
I dunno how you guys still believe in me. Lord, I dunno how to place faith in myself, I only know how to place faith in You.

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?
TELL ME. BUT I WON'T OBEY YOU.
COS YOU ARE NO MASTER TO ME.
FOR YOUR INFORMATION, THAT 12 POINTS IS A FAKE.
I CHEATED DURING O LEVELS.

I'm neither psychologically destructed nor mentally distressed by your presence. I pity you for never knowing our Saviour's love. Maybe if you do, you won't have to unleash your suppressed agony and anal-retentiveness on me. One more year. I dun need you to tell me. I'm telling you. The battle's only starting.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Sunday, October 23, 2005
sian. never go church today. now i'm not feeling right. shouldnt have skipped. but i cant do anything else with this throbbing headache. man. do pw do till headache. most prolly i slept late last night.
some ppl are really not your effort la. some retarded flamers. Ha~. Ivan's right. i wouldnt want to stoop to their level. that'll be so depressing.
i dunno how to start studying chinese. there's nothing to study. haiz.
and i'm pissing everyone. sometimes i just dun wanna respond to you so that u two can talk. have some kinda communication. and realise that children will one day leave you but never your spouse. dun tell me after 30 years of marriage u still wanna divorce. life's not meant to be this way.
and i dun wanna piss anymore. if i cant spread good, neither should i be spreading evil. that's so terrible. u're letting arbi ruin your life, girl.
can i still believe in one thing dear Lord? the proportion of good ppl is more than the bad in this world.
any drugs available to induce partial memory loss? i wanna forget year 2005 and 2006 of my life.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Thursday, October 20, 2005
i need to constantly pray. i cannot strain my relationship to God. That place can rob me everything in my life. But right now i only have God and 4F. Right now i think i'm promotable. put everything into action. but strangely. i dun have the adrenaline to do it. maybe i'm still fearful of arbi's clutch. i'm sorry for dashing ur hope. in any case, i'll be assured to know that u'll be happier there. i'll just have to find someone else to rant one more year then.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Wednesday, October 19, 2005
i think i'm promotable..
if not next yr the school less than 100 people liao...
it's the one thing i wanted in my life
yet i'm not jumping in elation
wat does this prove?
life's not just about promos
Dear Lord Jesus, thank you for seeing me through this.
I praise your name... that your strength guided my holy spirit to overcome this trial in my life.
In all these i pray in The Heavenly Father's name. Amen.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Tuesday, October 18, 2005
I've never seen anyone live a life as constipated as you.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Monday, October 17, 2005
I have enough of bad news.
Natural disasters.. man-made disasters...you name it.
They're happening everywhere, anywhere.

I don't want anybody's world to fall apart just because of a single factor.
Please.
Continue to live on.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Sunday, October 16, 2005
Yesterday was simply magical.
Even though I had to sit through 4 hours of non-stop dota chattering.
And I finally had the chance to talk about ARBI and PADANG.


I hope you're feeling better.
And I'm not afraid anymore.
I still have them.
4F'04.
Life is still possible.

--------------------------------------------- a>---------------------------------------------------- I am loving @ Wednesday, October 12, 2005
arbi wants me to hand in IR draft by this friday.

haiz.

anyway. it's not that i hate them because they're from BCS.

it's just that being the leader's friends, they assume they have more power to take charge of every event.

and make their presence oh so important.

yeah.

so important whenever sai gang calls.

cummon la.

you are just like me.

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